If Only I (Song)

The end was growing closer
I could feel it all around
Before you said it's over
from all the times I let you down
As I lie beside your pillow
It's getting hard to sleep at night
Every single lonely tear knows
That I did not love you right

If only I,
Could turn back time
with the words of a rhyme,
I'd be someone instead of me,
I'd show you something new to see,
Girl I need you in my life,

If only I,
Could live when you were mine,
And learn to let love shine,
I'd show your heart a better me
And be someone instead of me,
To keep you in my life,
If only I....

The last thing that you told me,
Before you walked out of the door,
Baby you never hold me,
How can I make you love me more,
I wish I would have listened
To the thing you tried to say
If I would have paid attention
Maybe then you would have stayed,

If only I,
Could turn back time
with the words of a rhyme,
I'd be someone instead of me,
I'd show you something new to see,
Girl I need you in my life,

If only I,
Could live when you were mine,
And learn to let love shine,
I'd show your heart a better me
And be someone instead of me,
To keep you in my life,

If only I, could have been
what you needed,
Since I hurt you,
our love's bleeding,
Out of time
and out of sight,
If only I could
make this right...

If only I,
Could turn back time,
when you were still mine,
I'd be everything that you need,
And give your heart a better me,
I miss you in my life...
If only I...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Leonidas Avatar
October 3, 2015 at 2:50 PM
This poem is awesome.
Makama Avatar
December 1, 2014 at 9:39 AM
I had a fantastic read. I will really love to read more of your work....
Franceschini Avatar
March 18, 2014 at 9:50 AM
oh Audonus, you were able to transfer your emotions to pen and paper, allowing us to carry this with you. Beautifully written. Hugs
Culverhouse Avatar
October 29, 2010 at 8:49 PM
Enjoyed readin your lyrics... Do you write music also? I am trying to learn to play the violin again, I took lessons when I was a child for 3 years I think and never really got to far with it. It is a hard instrument to play.
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