If I Had Someone

I felt, oh well Who cares? No one was there. I'd be the laugh at, never had. A has been that was mad at the world because of one girl. Shaken, afraid, I'm awaken now. Down, so stressed I guess I love it when I'm depressed. I... I feel it in my mind at times that I'm nothing, did I do something? What gives how can I live when I can't forget. I'm not gonna run, but I'm done. If I Had Someone I could make it, on my own I fake it.