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If children are a blessing from God Then why hasn’t He blessed me? Could it be that I’ve written about His love So unworthily? I’ve seen young mothers, just teens they are Brag about their abortion date I saved myself for marriage Am I the object of God’s hate? Why is life, I’m asking now, Why is it so unfair He’ll give a child to everyone else To all those who don’t even care I don’t do drugs, or drink, or smoke But I’m infertile anyway I have served God for all of my life Then me he decides to betray Just one little baby, is it too much to ask Is it too much for god to let be? After I get to carry one full term I promise to have a hysterectomy.