I Wonder

I wonder…. I wonder if I cut myself…. With just the right precision, At just the right angle, Can I bleed out the pain that continually stings me? You think if I use a small knife I will feel it? I wonder… If I fell to sleep forever… Would I miss anything? Anything that would make my existence Worth living for… Right now? I wonder … If my life is really important, ‘cuz nothing in it Seems to be important… No one sees me No one cares for me… No one sees the rain. I wonder… If I died, Would any one cry Not out of duty, Not because it’s humane, But because…They loved me?