I Wish I Was Dead

I am fed up with life, The tears I've shed, Wish I could kill myself with knife, I wish I was dead. Sorry mom and dad, I failed to make you proud, I wish I could scream a little loud, The tears I've shed, I wish I was dead. Sorry for not fulfilling your expectation, I'm just filled up with so much frustration, The tears I've shed, I wish I was dead. I know am good for nothing, But I loved the way of your loving, "You're my perfect child you said", But I'm sorry, I wish I was dead. You did everything to make me smile, But I just failed to make you proud in my every trial. Days passed, I was dread I wish I was dead. Now I find myself useless, Sorry for making your life a great mess, It must be wrong the decision I've made, But still I just wish I was dead.