I Wish

Your my only one, my everything. We know we all aren't perfect. I feel like i can't live up to the way the other person was tward you. I wish there was a way i can. But nobody can be the same as the previous. I wish my love was as effective as his. I wish i could hold you everyday. I wish i could be by your side everyday. I wish i could make you feel secure n happy. What I'm trynna say is: I wish i could make you feel the way he made you feel. But Eye Dee Kay how to do that... I do love and care about you, but is it love or infatuation? I do love you a lot, but how much do you love me? Your always saying "its okay if i wanna go with someone else." Is that a sign that you really dnt know what you want? It feels like I'm being pushd away slowly and i try to stay but dont see any effort to keep me coming back. Maybe we are to young. Maybe I'm not that special someone. Maybe I'm just not the bf material. Maybe I'm just nothin. Maybe I'm just not to be. Eye Dee Kay anything anymore. I do know i wanna wake up wit u by my side. I pray for holy spirit to help us everyday. To stay on the right path. To stay focus. To keep us safe through tragic times. Things r not as easy as i thought. I wish it was as easy to do as easy as it is to say. I wish life wasn't as hard as it is now. But wishes never come true. We kan only wait for jahs day to come inorder for that.