I will never know

How long can I go on how much more can I take.

Your words keep going through my mind 
That I'm a memory of a bad mistake 

Trying to understand the unhappy life that 
I have had 

You refuseing to answer when ask you who is  my dad.

I was always alone and you were never there 

To make your life easier you put me into 
Care.

No birthday parties and Christmases all alone. 

You wouldn't come to vist or even call me on the phone 

So now I am older and I asked you once again 

Why do you hate me so much but your answer is still the same

You took with you the secrets when it Was your time to go

So I will never get to the answers of the  things I needed to know.
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Agustin Avatar
January 13, 2026 at 7:48 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your faith in God through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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