I Will Be Here

Dont rush to come to my side, I know your busy with your own life, Dont worry about my feelings, they dont matter anymore, I just take up space, my words are silenced once and for all, I will be o.k, nothing new to me, Im used to it after all. I used to reach out to people, not anymore, I will be here waiting, I feel like I"m just a fly flying around waiting for someone to hit me dead, I will be here waiting for someone to come and talk with me, no hurry though, I know every one has their own troubles, crosses to bear, I should have known that it wouldn't happen, I wasn't aware. I should become a monarch butterfly, and fly away, so I can fly high above, and see everyone's faces, when they see my grace, beauty, so I can really see what they think of me, I will be here waiting, don't hurry on m y account, I was just trying to help, Like a butterfly, if you get too close, I will fly away and go elsewhere, to show them my beauty, And maybe then someone will take me in. Until then, I will be here waiting.....