I wasn't the reason why

Why do you have to go? why I can't see your face? why you don't say goodbye why you leave me with this pain? why I am so sad? why I am so afraid? did I do something wrong to make you go away? I'm sorry little girl life sometimes is cruel I don't want to make you cry but there's nothing I can do now I have to go but you must know the truth part of me had died before I met you... I'm sorry little girl but I won't come back I won't take care of your dreams I won't hold you in my arms I won't take away your fears I won't save you from harm I can't love you as I should to not to break your heart. Goodbye mom then sadly I have to say I must carry on alone even if I'm afraid 45 years I will cry until I understand that I wasn't the reason why you didn't stay. Jessica