I Want You

I want you, but I love her. She came in first. She left after. It's just the worst. She bought my heart with pain. Somehow I left the track. Going nowhere on this train. Because she's never coming back. Many other's filled my eye's. But none could take her place. It's sad when true love dies. Only her love leaves a trace. I feel like I'm not in control. Somehow I think it's God. He's playing a game with my soul. The only answer that's not odd. I know now it will not change. This feeling of regret. And I can never rearrange. Cause I just can't forget. Deep in my heart she'll always stir. That's just the way it's been. I want you, but I love her. My life just feels like sin.