I Want

I want this pain to stop and go away I want this to be a “new” day I want her to forget about me I want her to finally see I want her to live a dream of her own I want and deserve to be alone I want her to know that I love her so I want her to finally go I want the world to know it hurts to be me I want her to be free I want her to be a loving wife I want her to be loving life I want her children to sing and play I want her happy every day I want God to help her find her way I want to finally feel I can go away I want her to know the rest of my life I want her forever my wife I want her to know that can never be so I want her to know my love will never go I want to tell her all this I want to give her one last kiss I want to send her on her way I want to start over on this "new" day I want these things for her to know I want her to leave to blossom and grow I want her to know it's the right thing I want her to really take wing I want to go with her so badly I want so to make love to her madly I want all of these things for her but really I want only for her to love me