I Told You

My fingers flinch, cold and pale My toes they twitch and tickle My chest heaves and burns deeply The blood runs downward, a trickle My head spins and crashes Pounding down on my brain I scream with no sound, just tears Caught up in the aching pain I cannot move my limbs My blood spilling on the floor I see my shining razor blade And it’s crying out for more The world is fading in and out The ringing is loud in my head I shudder and curl up tightly For soon I shall be dead