I Thought Else

11/12/22 Abused and forgotten What exactly do me and you have in common? Too often Stampeding my way through problems It continued to grow or grew rotten No regard or dangerous and given due caution If no choice is ever made than you'll lose options Still to this day many wonder who offed him Not a single clue brought in On a daily basis I struggle in real life It still feels like Something doesn't feel right Far from what you see, it was not always real nice I was lead astray But soon realized that everyday I had to fight for a better way Or else it all would never change Evil came in more ways than I could count Yet I took the route Of having a hand in their end by a good amount Nearly endless things they wrote a book about Regardless if many would doubt For myself I always had to look out To a good or bad place these tracks are leading The fact being Once again I drank way too much last evening Regarding life what is the exact meaning? What a continual crisis At first I didn't mind this But now too many remain spineless I could never change it through silence Sometimes it took violence In order to prove the point had to emphasis it A lot of times People lost their lives Mass hysteria, the area went to ruins It's an example of the bad in humans Sad how much damage the bomb dealt I thought else But these actions did not help Now I know how my mom felt They say nobody deserves to suffer At times my actions disturbed others And hurt my mother Even though I never once was a bird hunter Regardless of it seeming sensible Wasn't intentional I'm just an addict to all these chemicals Many of which easily available and plentiful Since way back and still now too much crap is put on a pedestal I don't need proof to be credible