I Sway Away

I sway away with a haste, my eyes narrow in a frown amidst a multitude of colorful lights, i see only a fuzzy gray, spinning around on my toes, the colors simply dissolve but your memory stubbornly lurks around , as if to stay I raise my hands over my head, hastily brushing away a tear the tear your memory painfully draws,from my eyes tightly shut in despair I gracefully jerk away my face,determined not to spoil the move, i have to dance till the end ,i am the winner,i have to prove The music soars higher still, but what is really so *****, is the deafening silence. The persistent gripping fear.. Afraid to face the truth, which nastily whispers in my ear, drowning the pleasant music, it draws near and near I turn around and swirl away, i hurl myself to the mirror in front of me, i face my eyes bloody red and smeared, with a pool of tears that you would never see As the beats pick up in pace, soaring to the highest pitch, I throw myself up, away from the ground,fighting against your clutch, your memories, mocking me like a wicked old witch. I break into a hysteric sob, its just that i love you too much.