I Run

I run far away- No one can see - It’s a curse I’ve suppressed my whole life- Some sort of therapy letting go- Leaving - Somewhere to wonderland- I fight my mind- My heart always loses And I retreat I long for the days which are obsolete- And then I bury my head in the dirt- Feelings emerge- I see sub sequentially- It’s all the tree- Of life- Branches fall You have to live Or risk to lose it all