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I Remember

I never faced death, but I remember: The way my father looked when he came home; the many times my mother cried alone. And the anger that haunted him at night; a drunken soldier looking for a fight. I remember a man consumed by rage; the beatings I suffered at a young age. I never fought wars, but I remember: The nightmares, the drunken slurs, and the screams; atrocities revisited in dreams. The sad plight of a man hitting his boy, letting his temper strip my life of joy. I remember every battle he fought, played out amidst the pain each beating brought. I never felt loved, but I remember: Feelings garnered from the lives of others, where dads loved their children and their mothers. Labeled a burden, all of my dreams died, branded useless, no matter how I tried. I remember cursing my day of birth, conceived in love yet deemed of little worth. I try to forget, but I remember.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Gauthier Avatar
March 14, 2018 at 2:53 PM
Wow. Amazingly powerful poem. Awesome, Emile
Pinet Avatar
March 14, 2018 at 3:15 PM
Thanks Line, I welcome your input and appreciate your time my friend, Emile.
A. Sharma Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 10:31 PM
Superb write Emile that's worthy of great win! Big congrats!
Pinet Avatar
August 3, 2015 at 8:57 AM
Thanks Nette, I appreciate it. Emile.
A  Avatar
August 1, 2015 at 11:57 PM
Emile, congratulations. Forever **SKAT**
Pinet Avatar
August 3, 2015 at 8:58 AM
Thanks SKAT, I appreciate your kind support. Emile.
Dietrich Avatar
July 17, 2015 at 9:57 PM
wow, Emile. this is really heartbreaking what happened to you. I take it this is a true story. It reveals so much of your life and you have not been made bitter from it. Instead you are a wonderful human being.
Pinet Avatar
July 18, 2015 at 9:40 AM
Thanks Andrea, your concern is touching, I appreciate your comments and support. Emile.
Onclaud Avatar
July 17, 2015 at 4:06 PM
solid exposition of wrongful kind of dominance which we can change.. well done, emile..huggs
Pinet Avatar
July 18, 2015 at 9:43 AM
Thanks Nette, I appreciate your visit and words of support. Emile.
Allison Avatar
July 17, 2015 at 2:11 PM
a simply heartbreaking story Emile I am so sorry you had to suffer such abuse - as part of my training I worked with children who had suffered similar experiences and the haunting look in their eyes will be with me forever:-( hugs Jan xx
Pinet Avatar
July 18, 2015 at 9:40 AM
Thanks Jan, your concern is touching, as always, I appreciate your comments and support. Emile.
Sietesantos Avatar
July 17, 2015 at 11:25 AM
Oh my goodness, while this is such a brilliant piece, I do hope this is not your story! It is heartbreaking as no one should have to suffer such abuse! But Alas! too many are walking in these shoes. Excellent piece, dear Emile, that exposes the horror of an abusive life. It deserves a 7! Pandita
Pinet Avatar
July 17, 2015 at 12:41 PM
Thanks Pandita, we all have our crosses to bare, this was mine. Emile.
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