I Need To Get Help

Music used to help, Now I just want help! I worked my summer away, Only way I was able to stay. I want to be a better person, What a fantasy I live in. Yeah I am smart, But I also lost the heart. I have those who say they’re friends, But that all depends. I’m told to get over it, I’m stuck in a pit. I’ve lost the will, They tell me to just chill. I don't know where I’m going, All I know is I’m sinking.