I need

I need to take the darkness away that is in my unhappy life. I need to scoop the poison out with a spoon and not a knife. I need to start again to put my sadness in the past But happiness is not forever you know it will not last. I need to smile on the outside but I’m screaming for within Where do I find happiness where do I begin. To find what I am looking for I have to start with me To see myself in my own reflection and be happy being me.