I Miss Me

I miss me..yet I am breathing… With all the strings that’s attached to me.. The strings that’s the worlds has given me.. Yet I miss me.. I am laughing.. but the sound is missing.. I am talking.. but the words are not gathering.. I show it.. but no one sees it.. I say it no one hears it… Yet I am living.. but I am not breathing… My dreams are vanishing… My songs have lots its music… I am breathing the very last breath of me No on sees I am dying.. no one see I am hurting… I myself have killed my dreams and my music For all the strings that’s attached to me.. Things I loved to have.. things I love to keep.. All in a row is fading. Hiding and drifting.. Has anyone notice. Has anyone seen.. I miss me..i am not breathing but I am surviving… With all that I have buried in side me.. I am struggling yet I am failing.. I want to breath as me.. I want to live as me.. Yet I know I myself have killed me.. But its will be true … my smiles always hide a tear or two…!!