I Miss

The noises & madness inside my sick brain Every day gets more & more insane The overanalytics of mundane life on the daily Of course I'd rather dream of you - blame me? Wondering & wanna catch up on years Resurfacing certain insecure fears The pressure's trying to rekindle certain past tears The contradictions & fictions - I don't wanna listen 'Cause there's something I happen to be missing Like an OfferUp post I'm re-listing I miss you. I miss Florida. I miss our Florida home. I miss the familiarity of our zone I miss the water - I miss my aquamarine beach I miss mine & your peace I miss the talks, the walks, the night I miss these times with hysterical laughs - no fight I miss the plans we were gonna do I miss the Florida stars with you I miss our weird stories - our former glory Grabbing your hand when movies were gorey I miss the smell of oatmeal in the morning time I miss your Sandman wine I miss finding new music for our playlist I miss how you put me into melodious bliss I miss the laughter when we'd smoke I miss your random corny jokes The good times are fading quickly away - So what would you say if I said Let's make new ones starting any day? Would you once again be down for us - Or would you say, "no way?"