I Lost, Loving You

I lost,
More than anyone,
I could ever imagine,
Loving you.
That was not anything,
That I actually,
Wanted to do.
I lost,
Money, power, and respect;
All that we want,
And need in life.
I lost,
A chance of being,
A rich, respectful, and powerful;
Man's wife.
I lost,
A job,
That I loved to do,
And to go to.
This is not all,
That I lost,
 Loving you.
I lost,
Friends, family, and support,
Of my community.
I lost,
The ability to love you,
In spite of your faults,
I lost trust of all men.
I lost,
An abundance,
Loving you.
And now that,
I don't anymore.
I ,to this day, 
Secretly win.
One day,
Publicly,
I will say.
That I won,
Back all,
That I had lost,
Because until
This day,
You still have not,
Paid the ultimate cost, 
To be my lover,
Or my boss.


copyright 2012... Nicole S. Brown. All rights 
reserved.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012


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Date: 1/28/2013 8:10:00 AM
A balance between passion and sadness! Touching! Hugs, Jack xox
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Date: 1/27/2013 9:03:00 PM
The deph of your pain is felt, and it's ok..There's still, tomorrow! Stay strong. Always, Annalise
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Date: 1/27/2013 6:31:00 PM
Nice to read your verse this evening, lost love seems to be a theme..mine too! [sometimes I feel like I had a sign on my back with the word SUCKER on it :(] Light & Love
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Date: 12/29/2012 1:00:00 PM
well written and full of passion and angst too...love,Deb
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