I Let Him

You pull me in. I let you. You lean in. I let you. You kiss me. I let you. You pull me closer. I let you. You say "i love you". I say it back. You get up. I wonder.. You say "i'm cheating on you". -------------------------------- I yell. You let me. I cry. You let me. I fall to the floor. You let me. ------------------------------- You say "i'm really sorry baby". I fogive you. You do it again and again. I forgive you.. He must understand i love him. I must let him go. He must stop hurting me. I must leave him. But how?