I Just Wonder Why

I JUST WONDER WHY SENT TO A COUNTRY YOU DON'T KNOW TRYING TO UNDERSTAND A LANGUAGE, NOT UNDER YOUR CONTROL MEETING PEOPLE WHO ALL LOOK THE SAME WONDERING WHO ARE MY FRIENDS OR ENIMIES I JUST WONDER WHY A FEW MONTHS HAVE PASSED YOU BY YOU WATCH GROWN MEN, AGONIZE, CRY AND DIE YET IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW YOU TRIED HOLDING ON TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SURVIVE I JUST WONDER WHY YOUR TIME HAS COME AND YOUR GOING HOME THE FEELING INSIDE IS SO BEING ALL ALONE WHAT WILL I DO WHEN I ARRIVE HOLD MY HEAD AND THANK GOD I'M ALIVE I JUST WONDER WHY NOW THAT I AM HOME IN THE WORLD I THINK OF THE TORMENT IN MY MIND THE CRYING VOICES OR THE PICTURES OF WAR WOW I WONDER HOW MUCH MORE I JUST WONDER WHY MY LIFE FIFTY YEARS LATER STILL FEELS THE PAIN THE TIME OVERSEA'S, THAT I LOST IN MY LIFE COMING BACK TO A COUNTRY, WITH SO MUCH CHANGE I WONDER WHO IS AT FAULT, OR TO BLAME I HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH, CAUSE I DONE MY JOB YET SOCIETY DON'T ACCEPT ME YET I JUST WONDER WHY