I Just Don'T Know How To Stop

The way the blade slices the way the blood pours the way it wont stop the way it cannot be controlled the way the blood drops onto the cold floor the way it starts to puddle the way i grow cold the way i lose feeling the way i drop down the way my vision goes black the way my heart sinks the way im just barely gripping onto life the way the light is bright the way i wake up on that operating table the way it was cold that night the way i snuck out the way i fell down in the field the way i looked at my wrist the way it was stitched the way i ripped them out the way it started to bleed again the way the blood comes to see the moon light the way my blood soaks the dirt the way i start to fade out the way i start to think the way my life ends here when i wake up laying on my bed the way my chest hurts the way the knife pushes against my pocket the way the blade gleams in the light the way i take it in my hand the way i push it into my heart the way in seconds my dreams come true