I Hope I Don'T Miss You

we can't ever be like we once were too many experiences and unspoken words two very different opinions in the events that have occured two different perceptions from the stories we have heard i've seen and heard things i couldn't ever tell you cause it would hurt and it might make you angry too but i can't prove to you that it's not my fault cause it would cause more pain than either of us might have thought so i sit back instead and watch our friendship rot because no one wanted to tell you what it is they thought while they avoided you because you were both distraught instead of trying to make things better they let them fall apart and you didn't take the time to ask them why or what hurt you just found some place to hide while you kicked them to the dirt so don't accuse me because i'm the one they came to i just wanted to keep up the strength to get all of us through.