I Have Remained the Outsider

They fortified themselves into an Alamo of their own making
Walled themselves to keep the weird one out –namely me. 
I thought it was brilliant, and it was totally unexpected. 
I knew them, and had no idea they were this creative
I had grown up with them, in spite of them, fading them. 

My little sister wanted a window, but she was outvoted
They had dusted off their sandals, they wanted nothing to do with me
I had been born an interloper, and had remained an outsider all my life
Which was okay with me, for I never felt less welcome anywhere
Okay, maybe one place, but that was just for a couple of seconds.

Finally my little sister escaped the family status quo
She had never believed in my evilness, for she knew me
She remembered some good things; maybe all good things
I had adored her, and frankly, you cannot fool a child.
She looked me up, and we began a friendship.

It was an opportunity for me to worm my way back.
But I was an eagle now, no longer a worm,
So I allowed the walls to remain tightly bound shut
Glad she had created a door though.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Hankins Avatar
July 30, 2021 at 9:48 AM
Lovely thoughts about new acceptance. Your little sister sounds like she has heart.
Krutsinger Avatar
July 30, 2021 at 11:48 AM
Yes for sure
Theraven Avatar
July 30, 2021 at 7:33 AM
Caren, 'They had dusted off their sandals, they wanted nothing to do with me' A tall order from a shortsighted mob. -Richard
Krutsinger Avatar
July 30, 2021 at 11:48 AM
Not surprising
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