I Hate This

I don’t understand this life, To gain, to lose, to strife This life that I live is a mystery I don’t get how you can just write a horror book and go down in history There are so many things I wish I could have I wish the stars were aligned just right So, that our name would be embedded in them And shine so bright I wish you and I could be together Instead of you and her I want that life changing first kiss The experience, the feeling of having your hands in mine But, as I’ve learned, no one dies a virgin Because life fcks you in the beginning, middle, and end I just wish that I didn’t have to call you ‘friend’.