I Got To Get This Out!

I need to get some things out, deep within my heart. Some things I may never say, and they keep building within my heart. If I can't let it out, I will burst within, and go crazy, which I will never win. Man these feelings, and thoughts I have. Every time I need to let them go. I feel like I get screwed ever so more. Oh I wish people never say, what I tell them to get stuff out. Then lie to my face, when they let all I say loose. Oh I just need to release, without getting hit. Oh I need to get out, this desire. Desire to be loved, to have friends. Be the one again. But every time I open my heart, someone just closes it shut. Just want to let things go. I got to get this out!