I Felt Lost

it was a muggy day like every other times passed but i couldn't find way all i needed was mother and yet ma prolonged days would never give to me what i rightfully deserved stuck at cross roads we wavering at passers by, we haul the cold desert night in patience, we hold fast till the morning has come for, we are reminded of the days to come, we refuse to subdue despite the pain, we refuses to victimize our selves of t he pain, we know in the best words of the wise that: "a war that can never be won must always be fought" and yet after so much courage i still felt lost out alone, alone at last, i struggle, to pull ma act together i refuse to swallow ma tears, i Crush!! hold me together' i fall Apart mine is a broken mirror glass like pieces of me scattered on the floor for now more than ever i feel lost