I Feel

They say to write from your soul Write from your heart What if it's emptied inside From being distraught You give and you give Never gaining in return You want to feel love Only feeling reject My heart is all numb From blocking it from pain I put up a wall That I can't seem to scale An out of body experience I'm looking at my life Walking around talking Only on auto pilot I want to feel something Though Im not quite sure what But anything's better Than this deep dark nothing I've got