I Confess

I confess... I can't see You any better than I did yesterday, God are you there, in those clouds that are in the way ... If I'm here and You're there, what is that distance between us that seems to grow larger everyday starving man in the desert I am wandering to somewhere I don't know and can't find and don't want but now I'm heading there and don't want to go. Please find me, God, draw near to me again despite of my falling behind I need You more than ever, and am less than ready to admit it in my mind ... I'd be very grateful, beyond all, if if You could meet with me today