I Cannot Undo Anymore

There’s something I cannot explain
We are on a different lane…
We’re in vain and full of disdain 
I’m sorry I caused you so much pain
I’m sorry if I hurt you so
If I did, you’d let me know?
Hope I didn’t scar you for life
With my sorrowfulness and strife

It’s something I cannot undo
It’s the fact that I truly love you
What I have done to harm you?
This battle’s unwon and I haven’t a clue

So hurt by your words of ignorance and selfishness
Comfort is so far away from my remembrance
I’m not an expert at this peace in mind in solaceness
My shirt is inside out and I begin to shout out for deliverance

There’s so much that you don’t know
There’s so much that I want to show
God knows my many fretful fears
God is aware and collects my tears
I know there’s hope beyond the pain
I know there’s sunshine after rain
I’m trying to remain sane
While others are being a pain again and I’m losing my mind train

It’s something I cannot undo 
It’s the fact that I truly love you
What I have done to harm you?
This battle’s unwon and I haven’t a clue

So hurt by your words of ignorance and selfishness
Comfort is so far away from my remembrance
I’m not an expert at this peace in mind in solaceness
My shirt is inside out and I begin to shout out for deliverance

There’s something I cannot explain
Refrain from driving me insane
I feel like rising from the drain
Go on a different lane or something cuz you’re causing me pain in my brain
Cuz I can’t stand it anymore
I feel like I’m hurt to the core
But no one cares, no one cares
And it’s obvious that I’m too lost in the forest like a long lost deer
I’m tired of these sick nightmares
And it’s like you’re oblivious to my voice of thoughtfulness and cheer
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Be the first to comment on this poem. Encourage this poet.

Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace