I Cannot Undo Anymore

There’s something I cannot explain We are on a different lane… We’re in vain and full of disdain I’m sorry I caused you so much pain I’m sorry if I hurt you so If I did, you’d let me know? Hope I didn’t scar you for life With my sorrowfulness and strife It’s something I cannot undo It’s the fact that I truly love you What I have done to harm you? This battle’s unwon and I haven’t a clue So hurt by your words of ignorance and selfishness Comfort is so far away from my remembrance I’m not an expert at this peace in mind in solaceness My shirt is inside out and I begin to shout out for deliverance There’s so much that you don’t know There’s so much that I want to show God knows my many fretful fears God is aware and collects my tears I know there’s hope beyond the pain I know there’s sunshine after rain I’m trying to remain sane While others are being a pain again and I’m losing my mind train It’s something I cannot undo It’s the fact that I truly love you What I have done to harm you? This battle’s unwon and I haven’t a clue So hurt by your words of ignorance and selfishness Comfort is so far away from my remembrance I’m not an expert at this peace in mind in solaceness My shirt is inside out and I begin to shout out for deliverance There’s something I cannot explain Refrain from driving me insane I feel like rising from the drain Go on a different lane or something cuz you’re causing me pain in my brain Cuz I can’t stand it anymore I feel like I’m hurt to the core But no one cares, no one cares And it’s obvious that I’m too lost in the forest like a long lost deer I’m tired of these sick nightmares And it’s like you’re oblivious to my voice of thoughtfulness and cheer