I Can Take It No More

I can take it no more. Caught in between longing, I cant believe whether it's a dejà vu or not. But what I know is that it is not being what it was designed to be. I now know better than you think I do. I wanna smile like how Pentatonix do it when they are on stage but, .... I've learnt how to live stress-free, or am I lying to myself. I did once say that I dont wanna lose you, but now, I'm here, feeling nothing! Losing you or having you- the same! It's so hurting when you find a girl crying after being heartbroken, "He is not even considerate. I loved him in the best way I could, but what's this?! Sheer nonsense!! Girls are trained as tempters. Give them a rope, but have to hold it tight at the other end.