I Can Not Accept This Woman's Love

I can not accept this woman's love The life I had with the woman I believed in seemed to perfect to good to be true, yet her ways proved to be full of wrong and hurt my feeling yet me feel even strong as I had to break off her love before her hate becomes to strong. When we first met she seemed so pretty and nice. I fell for her looks without seeing the truth. Now this woman has made her self home under my life and my roof. Can I master enough courage and nerve to make her pack her bags and politely ask her to do so with out ever looking back. Or will I be the coward once again forgiving her of all her sin's. I can not accept this woman's love for I am a man that who deserves so much better then what I have now. Will I ever find true love? or do I just have to accept the abuse this woman give's me and just accept this is what love really is.