I and Eye and Aye

I am the best at building myself up, and never catching my fall when it comes I am the best liar you've ever met, I can promise you that I am the best kisser my past girlfriends ever had, I know they'd say the same thing I am the lasting image of a father who wasn't ever in a single picture I am the blurry image of a mother who wasn't around for my fifth christmas I am the the dusty image of an older brother that said goodbye with a shotgun blast I am the best at ruining every relationship I've ever had I am the best at sabotaging every friendship that ever graced my path I am the best at abandoning everyone I've ever cared about I am the best at being selfish I am the best at being the worst person I know, Yet still somehow I live with myself Maybe I'm simply the best at loving disappointment At least I'm best at something