I Am Whole

The wind blows its favourite song Windows rattle like musical drums I feel the hail, the ice so cold Ripping at my heart with pain so familiar It is the second time around he has pierced my heart Twisted his knife savagely into my love Feeling of death would be a blessing Anything to make the pain disappear He betrayed my trust and laughed at my foolishness Did I not give my all? Did I not love my best? Did I not deserve to smile with sunshine? I see a rainbow pushing through my pain I smell the flowers, the grass, and new hope I smile at wasted love with heartache's death I tough the sun and know That I am Whole