I AM TIRED

Let me lie in your tears I am tired I'm not the same anymore, I think I lost myself My existence has become a mere shadow There are only such thoughts of you I feel terrible, you really leave me like this Constantly Lost Thinking Needing to find the reason I'm crazy but exhausted I just want to rest where you are Sleeping on your lap and seeing your face when you cry Feel every drop falling on your skin This is irresistible, but I must control myself I'm tired of seeing you crying By someone who isn't me.