I Am a Coward

I am a Coward They all came with a promise of smile and laughter.., But soon all were gone, and I was left in the pool of tears..!! Now I again was left alone.. With no friend I can call dear..!! The lessons my life taught seems so harsh.. The dreams I had of flying high, ended with a sudden crash..!! And the one who were my friends ... Were the one who broke my life's thread..!! Yes, I lied, cheated and faked my smile.. All to make sure that I have a friend, Who at least would walk with me just an extra mile...!! With them leaving ...the fighter in me also died.. And today I leave this world with nothing..; But a missing smile..!! Yes, call me coward ..or a looser .. Call me whatever your heart desires..!! I have given up on my life..; As death seems more fair..!! Today is the day I died.. I know world would laugh at me.. And on the reason why I died..!! But no one knows the pain I felt.. And soon I would be lost in the pages of time.. As you know the time fly's by..!! If I ever come back .. Please my Lord kill me young...!! I am not good enough for your beautiful and kind world..!! Today is the day I died.. But no one knows the pain I felt.. And soon I would be lost in the pages of time.. As you know the time fly's by..!!