I Am a Broken Bone

These half score years for me have been a war,
My soul a broken bone reset in place,
The girl He made was meant for so much more.

In vain, I searched for naught I could adore,
With those I loved I could not keep apace,
These half score years for me have been a war.

Like vermin, filth, I writhed upon the floor,
O pain, the heat, I dared not show my face,
The girl He made was meant for so much more.

Like paper, silk, myself from Him I tore,
My sickened mind, impenitent and base,
These half score years for me have been a war.

I fancied myself locked behind a door,
Kept from the Light by chains and heavy space,
The girl He made was meant for so much more.

Though not quite mine, I know what lies in store-
After it all, I hunger for His Grace.
These half score years for me have been a war,
The girl He loves is meant for so much more.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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February 20, 2018 at 6:22 AM
Excellent villanelle poem.. Deep and dark and sad...
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February 20, 2018 at 11:43 PM
Thank you for your feedback! I really appreciate it.
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