I Am

I AM I'll share my past if that's what you ask but it not all it's cracked up to be I have a darkness an emptiness that prevents me from being me I am less than a person not much more than a dog I've been called a ***** and i've been called a hog I am a nuisance, i am a pain I am just a problem with a name I do nothing wright so i must be wrong and the harder i try the less i belong I am the words you've called me I am the mess you see but once you are all quiet I will be who I want to be