I Am

I am lost I am broken I am tainted I am sinful. I am bruised I am tempted I am hurtful. I speak more than I listen and trust me all that has done is hurt me. I have broken promises and Vain tendencies. procrastination meets me at every corner and laziness is my eternal hoarder. I lust so much I bore a child and all though I love him I secretly wish I could store him away until life treats him but I will have to make a way. Satan meets me at every turn with delusions of my desires got me fusing the flames of my fires inside my soul not realizing its apart of his scheme to take me further from my king. I'm screaming emergency! I need help Yahweh come save me my king. I feel like I'm getting farther away from you don't let my hand go I need you to rescue me. wash away my sins remove the scarlet letter from me cleanse my stained scarf and create in me a new you because I want to be like you perfect in every way, In every way I want to be like you