I Am

i am angry
i am offended
i am blue

notice the i, i, i,
when will it end?

dammit, i hurt
i feel sorry for
myself.

i feel so disgraced,
degraded?

i wanna run
i, i, i,

i am sick of me.

i need to get over
myself.

this writing stinks.
i am in agony.

i am unloveable
and untouchable.

i feel like crushing
myself under
my heel

if i could bend down
that far.

i might as well be
a stripper as much
as my body as
been invaded and
exposed.

i can't listen to
myself anymore;
i am a putz.


janetta
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Richardson Avatar
May 26, 2009 at 11:26 AM
I agree with Karen, you are a powerful writer expressing emotions and pain. You are the voice of so many with this one piece. Awesome write. ~Des Juan
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March 13, 2009 at 12:20 PM
No, you are a writer expressing her pain and a worthwhile human being all rolled in one. Pat youself on the back and take a deep breath, knowing that people care about you. My thoughts and prayers go with. Thank you for your kind words on my poem.
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February 10, 2009 at 2:53 AM
A very heartfelt poem! ~ Arany
Jordan Avatar
January 24, 2009 at 7:42 AM
Janetta - I wish I had some magic words that could take it all away but I don't hon - All I can do is pray and pray I shall - May God bless you and offer some comfort, MJ
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