Hummingbirds In December

Hummingbirds in December It almost seems too fake I glance aimlessly out the window Almost always by mistake I’m not sure why it happens And why they aren’t migrating I just know somehow it’s you And my mind starts predating The pierce right through the heart- Is not from you being gone It’s from living without you day by day Repeat and respawn My soul just cries and aches But when I see them hover near I can’t help but laugh And know you really are near Please don’t stop ever Follow me wherever I go It’s all I have what’s left of you And I just always want to know