How You Make Me Feel

All I wanted was for you to spend time with me, maybe that’s too much to ask, I never thought that this would be. You act like you don’t really love me anymore, I might be wrong I just know that I’ve been through this before. I thought that our love could never go wrong, we have been fighting like this for far too long. I just wanted our love to last, but it seems like we just can’t get over both of our past. I wish you didn’t feel the way that you feel towards me, I tried so hard to keep together our so called family. You say that I never do enough for you, well I’m done trying then, my hard work from this day on is through. You say you love me but I can’t tell, when we first got together we got along so very well. But now all that has changed, you told me that no matter what you would always stay the same. You lied again like you always do, I didn’t plan on being hurt so bad by a person like you. Normally, my feelings stay bottled inside, because I can’t take the pain when I look into your eyes. You’ve hurt me so much, but for some reason I can’t let go, but that is something that I guess you will never know. I wanted for this love to be real, but these are just a few examples of how you're making me feel.