How Long Is Forever

Just the thoughts of all These immature words Change my perspective On the meaning of forever Exactly how long can you tell yourself The same thing over and over to keep you happy? Could you do it forever? Do you even know? I didn't think so With all the immature and immoral thoughts The stupid decisions and the things that were fought Crashing into my own after thoughts I fell to the bottom I'm not sure how far down It felt like it went on forever But forever has ended now I hit the bottom I don't know how far down I guess forever doesn't last as long as we thought Because everything in forever is over now Written September 22, 2004