How I Feel

I have the razor to my arm Cutting is the only harm Looking at the cuts Bleeding through Understand me what im going through Emotions all over I cried so much Leaving this earth sounds great enough Cutting is the only way To express how i feel It doesnt matter if you dont get it Because i know this is real Cant ask for help Cuz they wont understand What were doing isnt really planned Get through the day is what we want But if were sad its not enough Feeling the pain is what i like Dont judge me cuz this is my life The scars i hate but they are there Everytime i see them i feel em everywhere Rubbing your fingers on your scars Thinking why we scare ourselves Looking through the mirror What do i see A little girl trying to look at me She looks sad and distraught I wish one day i can stop Feeling like a failure everytime i cut One day i will stop But never to soon My emotions wont change until i do