How Do You Trust

How do you trust 
when the trust has been broken 
how do you love 
when you’re left out in the open 
Who do you choose 
when you’ve only felt used 
What do you do 
when no people come through 

They say go again.. 
what so I can relive all that? 
I was loyal, they could depend, 
but it never comes back, 
Their self esteem was so low 
I was the one they attacked 
And I was so confident, 
outnumbered left flat 

I know it was poor judgment 
too allow them around 
and that’s my mistake 
until the next one is found 

It’s not that I blame them, 
It’s shock, I feel drowned 
others peoples insecurities 
somehow pulled me down 

They get bitter they get nasty 
take malignant chances
in a world that upsets them 
their treatment enhances 

And to think I wanted the best 
so everyone advances 
now I feel broken 
I just cannot stands this 

I feel like I’m nothing 
there’s no reset button 
I’m hoping for something 
I’m not sure it’s coming

The day I stop writing 
will be the day I come through 
I’m sick of this fighting 
but what else can I do

Take strength that I’m breathing 
say I’ve still got potential 
Use it to motivate and believe in 
a world that rewards
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February 9, 2022 at 2:08 PM
I can feel the pain. There is so much to feel out there in this world today. Trust is not easy. Well done. Keep on writing Nick :)
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February 10, 2022 at 1:00 PM
Thanks Heidi :)
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