How Do I Start?

“How do I start? How do I start, the story of the end? It starts after you going away, Leaving me astray, Going through it all was a long haul. But now I have arrived at the shore where I don’t feel anything no more, I’ve travelled a long way from you And from new possibilities too, After you I never intended to be secluded But after you I had no place to feel included. It is bitter it is sweet, you are away but I am at least on my feet. I have learned which I can’t share, With you it was magical, it was sweet But feeling it all again, I wouldn’t dare. It’s true you’ll never be erased from my stories, It’s true I wanted more of you, It’s true I am left with nothing of you, And it’s true you’ll always be there in my memories. It’s not reminiscing that I am doing It’s my life without you that I am showing, Since you have started appearing in my talks, You have vanished from my thoughts.” "