How Did I Get Here

In the years since we parted Life has crept laboriously onward How did I get here? Days filled with mind numbing routine Nights passed in somber reflection How did I get here? You were The One, yet I held back My past love had taken, never given How did I get here? I feared the worst You deserved my best How did I get here? Loss is hard to comprehend Realization of loss is harder still How did I get here? Now the lid is sealed And the hole is filled Awake in Hell How did I get here?