How Could I?

How could i have done what i have to you? how could i have hurt you the way i did? how dare i make you go through my pain too, how dare i run and went and hid, i cant take it anymore, i dont want you feeling my pain, its mine and mine to take, dont tell me what you told me again, im sick of being a ***** and hurting you, im sick of making you worry and stay up too, I dont want you have to deal with me anymore, forget me, leave me, i implore, do as i say and dont think of me, cause... im telling you now, we just cant be, i dont understand you sometimes, but thats okay, i cant always have it my way, This is my final goodbye, but ill always love you, i cant lie.